Procrastination

I have always been a procrastinator, but after so many hours of procrastination and losing time on worthless scrolling despite my multiple efforts to minimize my device usage. I have realized that it isn't just procrastination anymore. Now, it has turned into fear. or worse; the realization that I just cannot do what I had to do, on time

I keep going cold turkey on smartphone, most importantly YouTube but after a while all the time I have saved will just go into waste, because of I guess withdrawals. Sometimes when I give myself a treat after some study session, sometimes just out of boredom.

Recently bubbles has replaced YouTube for me as a healthier alternative to YouTube. But, it has also been my another means of procrastination. Me calling it healthy is just lying to myself that I did something else that isn't a waste of time (isn't a "brainrot"), but I should have been studying for exams.

Blogging is another way of procrastinating for me. If you're my friend from college reading this, you already know the amount of blog I write during exams. So, I am not going to write any blog for the next two weeks now. Focus entirely on exams.

Will not be watching YouTube from Homepage/Recommendations just only the things I search.

I'll be reading the blog you people write though, so you people just keep writing. You people are my only source of Infotainment for some time now.

Most importantly I'll be studying, really this time! So, the now page I wrote last year and never changed will remain constant again for 12 days.

See, you at 20th May. Wish me luck!